Having MMO – prostate orgasms is an integral part of my sex life. I will normally have at least 4 MMO sessions per week. Sometimes I will do more. It all depends on my state of mind and my level of arousal. The experience of an MMO is in actuality repeated prostate orgasms without the culminating squirting of cum. In that I have been able to separate cumming from orgasm, the orgasm does not end in a relieving ejaculation it just continues tumbling from orgasmic spasm to orgasmic spasm dry. The orgasmic spasms link together in chains of hundreds of orgasmic spasms over an extended period of time, sometimes up to two hours. The highly pleasurable sensation of orgasmic pumping and imminet ejaculation occurs over and over and over without culminating in an actual ejaculation.
Although I have posted previous entries that describe a session, several readers have asked for some additional guidance and description. So with that in mind as I launched a session this morning at 5:30AM, I committed myself to be as mindful as possible of what I was doing and feeling so that I could record it in this entry. I finished the session at almost 7AM and scurried immediately downstairs to my home office to write notes and an outline so I could provide as detailed of an account as possible. This is that account.
At 1:30 AM I awoke for no particular reason. I was comfortable but wide awake. As there was nothing else to do I decided to see if I could launch myself. After clearing my head and going through the normal procedure I usually follow to start MMO ing I got a few flutters and several mild contractions of my anus that yielded a pleasant feeling, but it was nothing special. I found myself getting sleepy and before I could sustain any kind of prolonged session, I fell asleep.
The next thing I knew it was 5:30 AM, the first light was coming into the room and I was awake again. This time I had a full hard erection and that sense deep inside me that was thirsting for orgasmic sensation. There was no question this time. I rolled over on my stomach, raised my left leg with my knee bent and pressed my cockhead against the sheets. Keeping my knee bent provides just the right amount of resistance so my cock is only lightly pressing on the mattress. The cleft under my cockhead is very sensitive to gentle pressure, which initiates the sensation that starts the MMO.
Lying perfectly still I cleared my mind and waited for orgasmic sensation to find me. When I had an ever so slight sensation of a pleasant feeling on the sensitive skin under my cockhead I began to search for the sensation. I equate it with looking though my sock drawer for a matching sock. It is a very subtle sensation that I envision to be a smoldering ember that I must first find and blow on it to make it burst into flame. The process of isolating it has become easier and easier, now I do it very quickly but it took me a long time to develop the mental dexterity and mind body connection to find it, isolate it and kindle it to ignite into excruciating pleasure.
Going into my erotic reservoir of thoughts and fantasies, I pulled up a familiar deeply erotic scenario in my mind and began to savor it and consider it, as I began to breathe deeply and slowly. The sensation grew and began to express itself as a tingling that gripped my cockhead. The tingling began to grow in intensity; as it grew my cock began to twitch and jerk. That twitching and jerking is trapped sexual energy escaping, like a pressure relief valve on a pressure cooker. Letting it escape like that is an impediment to building to MMO. Applying careful and very gentle muscular control and laser focused thoughts I suppressed the twitching and mentally tried to ignore the growing divinely sweet sensation as I continued to go thru the protocol to increase it. It is almost like consciously ignoring someone who you know is present or stepping on the brake and gas at the same time.
As I ignored the sensation it suddenly burst into flame. As it did, the sensation shifted from being a tingle that shrouded my cockhead to a very pleasurable tension that established itself in the core of my penis and began to travel down my shaft to deep inside me, ultimately abandoning my cockhead. I felt my prostate swelling, erecting and growing orgasmically sensitive. The growing sensation can best be described as a very exquisitely pleasant fullness that makes my rectum feel full and urgently aroused. This arousal continues to grow and fill my entire anal cavity until my anus succumbs to involuntary contractions that release and tighten in a syncopated rhythm. The pleasure of the initial contractions is modest, but if I maintain a clear mind, relaxed body and a focus on what I am feeling the sensations that accompany the contractions get more and more pleasurable as they continue.
The opening of my anus began to tingle and feel the same erotic sensitivity that my cock does in ejaculative orgasm. My entire anal cavity was erotically sensitized and aroused. My cockhead was virtually numb and the base of my cock could be best described as tightened and desperately tense.
I refocused my regular deep breathing and began to lightly toggle my left nipple, it is exponentially more responsive than my right one. I say toggle as I touched the tip ever so lightly and very gently moved it from side to side. As my nipple was very erect and hard the tip moved ever so slightly but it had a dramatic impact. In the aroused state I was, the teasing of my nipple sent a turbo like boost to the sensation that was smoldering in my prostate. It was as if I threw gasoline on a glowing ember. The sensation in my rectum exploded with such ferocity that I struggled to maintain slow and deep breaths. The contracting and releasing of my anus was immediate; it also became very regular and was getting extremely strong. As the power of the contractions amplified they became intensively pleasurable.
I had to intermittently stop the toggling of my nipple as it became so pleasurable that it was distracting me from the agonizing pleasure deep inside my anus. The contractions were now occurring all along the inside of my anal cavity as well as at the opening. I began to sweat and my heart began to speed up. The regularity of the contractions was now like clockwork. There was no space between them and they were no longer syncopated. They were also coming closer together.
The sensation that was now rushing into my anus was a desperate twinge of exquisite sexual tension. I was overwhelmed with an intense sensation of imminence, as if I was on the precipice of ejaculation or that I had to pee, but I knew I wasn’t going to do either. I relaxed and surrendered myself to the sensations. Then as my heart raced with the anticipation of climax, an itch deep inside me triggered pumping and pulsing spasms in my perineum and deep inside my anus. They began in my rectum and descended down along the core of my cock and along my perineum in a rippling wave. My cock was pulsing as the spasm moved from my prostate to grasp the base of my cock. Each wave was punctuated by a final jarring spasm that tugged at my cock as it reached the base of my cock. As the orgasmic waves linked one wave into the next, they were getting more and more intense. The orgasmic spasms were now constant. The orgasmic spasms were pulling me along as if I was on a seemingly endless roller coaster, each thundering convulsive pleasure filled contraction leading to the next one and the next one.
At times the pleasure felt really nice but it lost its sharp edge. I stimmed my nipple through those moments to bridge to the next intensely rhapsodic raw sensation; the pleasure was now gripping my prostate, I could feel it being squeezed with each spasm. Focusing on my prostate I tried to put all other pleasurable sensations that were tantalizing me out of my mind. With laser like acuity I envisioned my prostate and masked all other sensation. I imagined my prostate as a fire burning red hot and that I was fanning it with erotic thoughts. The resulting sensation was that I could feel it convulsing plaintively in agonizing euphoria. It was like it was being pierced repeatedly by white hot pleasure that almost took my breath away.
My anus was now popping and snapping open and shut in response to the searing hot spasms that were flaming inside of me.
I floated on the rising tide of orgasmic sensation. A shroud of heavy and gratifying euphoria covered me and muffled my sense of all that was around me. The pleasure consuming my anal canal was total and it was echoing throughout my body. I was consumed by it. My cock was flopping and tugging in response to the thrumming pulse that was reverberating inside of me. My nipples were rock hard as was my cock. It was drooling a stream of clear sweet precum. My head was filled with the fog of bliss. My anal cavity was quivering shuddering and convulsing in orgasmic spasms that attempted to pump my passion.
It had been 90 minutes since the session began. I was being whiplashed my a string of relentless pulsing pleasure driven spasms and I was exhausted. I could have sustained the pleasure if I had the mental energy but my energy was dwindling. By this time several hundred orgasmic spasms had taken control of me and tossed me around on a torso twisting ride. I distracted myself by looking at the time and thinking about getting up. Gradually the orgasms began to wane and collapse in a fluttering heap; my asshole was trembling like a scared kitten.
I rolled over on my back and allowed the last orgasmic spasm to pump itself into oblivion. As the last one withered, the base of my cock and my balls gently twitched their salute to the dissolving sensation. There was a large wet patch of precum on my belly and on the sheets.
After taking a few moments to gather my wits I came downstairs to write this entry. That was the latest session. Most are like this one, but each is discretely different.
I have the sense as the orgasms are pumping and pulsing inside of me and created indescribable pleasure and the most intense erotic sensation imaginable that I am both witnessing them and experiencing them at the same. It is as if I am wandering following thesecairnsof sexual experience that are marking the pathway of the session and I am discovering a new sensation with each marker I reach. Each path is different and the subtle of the sensation varies from session to session. Sometimes the orgasms are generalized and body wide. Other times they are intensely focused in one part of my body or another. Yet other times they transport me to someplace far away that is mysterious and foggy with euphoric bliss.